Who in god's name knows where these things come from, I swear, I can take responsibility but...not completely.
I am having a vision of Micah in her meat space with two chairs facing. When she sits in one she has to wear one of those unpardonable red clown noses. When she sits in the other she must explore the word "SHOULD.'
the rest is her dance, entirely and completely.
More on this to come.
See the Sufi notion of "The Path of Blame."